And some how Hubby made it worst by keeping something stupid from me. So 7 years ago today was the last day I felt total trust, total love and total devotion. You see it was the day after Turkey day and we went to the movies as a family and then to dinner. As I… Continue reading This is a hard week for me, even after 7 years
So back in August hubby and I decided I would take a second teaching job, we would pull the boys out of $450 a week daycare where one if them was being bullied and hubby would stay home work as a consultant and teach the boys. Fast forward 5weeks and life is busy. Between teaching… Continue reading Life has been well…busy
So I gave in again ever so slightly wine entered my life so easily. I was at a work event, coworker came over and handed me a glass of wine as a thank you for helping him on a project and I never considered not drinking it. Bad decisions which seemed ok as I did… Continue reading The voices in my head
Made it through my birthday, wine Wednesday and a night out to dinner with hubby alone tonight! Wow even I’m impressed, while it is only a few day I feel better, less aches and more level. Let’s hope the weekend goes as well.
I know it is early to post this since I normally don’t get my drink until the boys go down buy its my birthday and other than my sugar high from my cake later I will remain free of alcohol. Day 1…will be success 1
I have established that I need to gain control again. I don’t drink alot but I have returned to drinking often. While I drink and go to bed I have noticed the problems this is causing. I am up at the crack of dawn with one of the babies and while I am never really… Continue reading Time to get control again
Another day another vent. I swear when I write the book about life I will have to refrain from venting. Yesterday was going to be a good day, but whenever I am looking forward to something, the world aligns and it gets screwed up. So yesterday hubby and I planned to see Star Wars. Now… Continue reading Does drama come in threes like death does…..I hope not.